My brain seems to have coalesced enough to share the tale of my Tuesday night.

I’ve been in a very existential, unstable mood lately. On Tuesday night things came to a head. I was lying in bed when all of a sudden I started convulsing. It started in my back. I could not control it. It was as if I had let go and my body had taken on a life of it’s own. Then my hands stared moving on their own, my face, my shoulder, my legs, everything was twitching in turn. Then noises began to arise from my throat. The noises began to form words and even sentences! There I am watching this whole thing, totally unable to control it.

This was both scary and exciting. At one point I started growling “I’ll f-ing kill you.” Very Linda Blair. At another point my hips very shaking to a beat and I was singing, “I am dancing, I am dancing.” All kinds of crazy things arose. This went on for two hours!

My friend D is into Adyashanti and his true meditation practice. D has been having experiences like mine for over a year. He says it’s a normal part of awakening. I don’t know. All I know is that something in my consciouness has been nudged and all sorts of strangeness is manifesting because of it.

If anyone else has had this experience PLEASE contact me.